You Are My Only 1

2010-01-25T08:58:00.001+08:00

43 Things A Girl Wishes Their Boyfriend Knew

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.love it!

2010-01-04T16:55:00.001+08:00

hi peeps.long time din update.LOLS.no time

2009-09-16T01:47:00.002+08:00

im bak!hahas.ps for nt updating.

surprised to c me online at tiz time rite?haha.bcos cnt slp la.was settling some section stuffs wif my section.kinda solved le.hahas.

seriously i hav to start watchin operas n movies such as star wars n pirates of the carribean.sigh..

tink gng to slp le ba.tiz wk super busy.

mon-find baobei n went for band
tues-steamboat wif th n nicholas
wed-mayb swensens n cfm band
thurs-fren comin my hse n bake cake
fri-brg grandpa for checkup

busy rite?LOLS.gtg le.bb

ily,baobei <3

2009-09-05T09:46:00.002+08:00

hi! finaly exams r over! *wohoo*

ok.bak to slackin time.most prob skippin band next wk ba.nid a real break,no band,no sch.juz pure holidays.as for my results,i tink i buanged le la.

final destination was nice,and gross.hahas.

off to tidy my rm (time to throw away those notes alrdy)

2009-08-21T00:49:00.002+08:00

hi pple.sry for mia-in for such a long time.haha
well.kinda lazy to update,bt i'm bak.

just some updates for the period im mia:
-IBM concert was great!nice moments during the performance.
-exams are comin,n im nt prepared yet.
-the most dangerous thing on earth are actualli humans

so,stay tuned for for updates after my exams
PS: to those who asked me to relinked,i had done so..

2009-05-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

im bak!!

my 150th post.lols..

had my 18th birthday bbq on 2may. pple frm wwss n spsb came.thanks for comin n ur presents..

sch is soo much tiring as compared to last yr.mayb bcos all lessons r quite early?or i din skip any lessons?hahas..

will nt b at hm tiz weekend.havin band FO camp.haha.dun miss me hor..

2009-04-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

yes.its april.i noe.my 1st post in april.hahas

went wwcb syf.glad they managed to retain a silver.super proud of them.hahas.

sp band is getting more fun.haha.playin dacning megahits.at least 1 piece which i noe alrdy.

havin flu nw.n it sucks.flu is the worst illness u cn get.much worse than fever n cough.haiz..

2009-03-18T01:21:00.001+08:00

hi guys! gt my exams results... i passed.hahas.tiz sem did better than last sem.. gpa 2.0 i noe lousy la.bt i pass.ed

2009-03-04T14:55:00.003+08:00

hi.its march!hahas

had my 1st band practice in spband tiz yr on mon.kinda nice bt tiring.wif new instructor.sight read pieces..nice la.after band, supper at mos burger clementi wif cliques.6 of us.then went seperate ways.

tues was nth.stayed at hm wif mum naggin me gettin a job.lyk wth,so diffcult to find la..gt to noe wwcb syf slot.nt bad.

2dae wed, sp band again.another round of sight readin.hahas.hope will hav fun..

2009-02-22T21:40:00.002+08:00

hi pple.long time neber update.Haha

exam now on,bt i guess i fail my chem le la.which means im being kick out of SP.lol.started throwin everytink away le.hahas.of cos i miss everytink and every1 here.especially ,my klass dcp 1b01 and spsb.haiz.well its my fault for nt puttin in enuff effort la.haiz..

tinkin of gng to tp or nyp for food sci.if cannt,go rp lor.since i gt frens in rp.haha.if i go rp,shld i join band??oso vv stress sia.haiz.

n im sick now.wtmf. b4 my last paper in sp,math, now sick.haiz..

tts all folks.stay tune for more updates,which i duno when.

2009-02-10T23:43:00.002+08:00

Rules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Jeremy ( cos L or K diffcult to make words)

2. A four Letter Word : Jump

3. A boy's Name : James

4. A girl's Name :Jenny

5. An occupation : Journalist

6. A color : (i cant tink of any)

7. Something you can wear : jumpsuit

9. A food : Jam

10. Something found in the bathroom: jumping board

11. A place : (i cant tink of any)

12. A reason for being late : jam in the train

13. Something you'd shout : JIA PENG LIAO LA (i had eaten alrdy)

14. A movie title : james bond -007

15. Something you drink :

16. A musical group : J-pop

17. An animal : jaguar

18. A street name : Jalan Bahar

19. A type of car : Jaguar XF

20. The title of a song : Just So You Know

2009-01-22T10:36:00.001+08:00

currently at sch lib.gonna hav presentation ltr. hope everytink goes well.

i seriously tink i gt dengue fever.or rather,the more serious 1 which i duno how to spell.hahas. haiz.hope wun tio ba.exams comin le.stupid rite?hahas.

2009-01-19T17:32:00.002+08:00

the weather is realli mad! few daes ago was super windy.n i gt flu for a few daes.now,the sun is so strong.haiz.had headache for the whole dae.stupid weather.
pfp hw haven done,tml nid to hand in le. thurs presentation oso haven realli done the slides.guess hav to b an owl ltr.hahas.

on a side note,i personally feel that everytink is fated.it's useless to go for something which is impossible. maybe i shall stop going forward n wait for it to come. im so tired.its time for a rest.or mayb i hav reach the finish point?hahas

2009-01-11T21:34:00.003+08:00

hi pple.haha

saw tt burger?its damn freakin big. diameter: 8 inches!omg.i tried eatin it by myself.onli eaten 3/4.haiz.if nt tt burger will b free!btw,i ate it at nyny at jp2.hahas

2009-01-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

ok.its 2009.n i haven post yet.hahas.

countdowned at pris hse,tgt wif yw,yy,yt,jh n pris's fren,laiyin.steamboat-ed,mahjong-ed,slack-ed and pop sparkling juice.hahas.was fun.

then sch(sian).lol.i gt bak my itm test,69/100. wth rite?maths,50/100.heng sia.lols

its mon tml.sigh...no band untill march, double sigh..gettin bak apchem paper tiz wk, triple sigh....

2008-12-29T00:40:00.002+08:00

alright.sch's reopenin.it sucks.stupid sp. wait,sp is alrdy stupid.hahas.

had bbq.it's realli nice to c my bandmates once more.hahas.had a little gift exchange.gt my present frm yuwei.a frog pencil case.haha.thanks.its cute.gave my present to jack.lol.1 of hiz presents is same as elaine's.lols.

as usual.tio suaned by them.its ok.used to it le.haha.something happend when packin up.hope its fine.then chat abit.n went hm.cos sch startin tml.n i haven done my reports yet.bless me.hahas

2008-12-26T00:11:00.001+08:00

ok.xmas over.hahas.

im totally dead.haven start on my reports yet.haiz.haha.
went m'sia wif frens.nice sia.spent alot of $,bt its shiok.haha.

2008-12-24T01:50:00.001+08:00

如果你曾经爱过一個人，但你们又不能相爱，如果你不能忘记她，就让時间將她沖淡，因为时间是世上最好的止痛药

its quite true.haha.

2008-12-20T23:54:00.003+08:00

im bak frm genting!!lols.

its was fun.mainly of relaxing. dae 1 was okok.1st time double decker bus.vv scary.lol. dae 2 weather oso vv nice.went outdoor theme park.took the space shot,go vv high,then drop down tt 1.damn scary sia.bt nice.lols.play,play n play.till nite n slp.2dae woke up,weather nt gd.heng we go hm 2dae.it was foggy n cold!haha.went hm.the bus was lyk chionging lyk siao.4 hour reach frm genting to yong peng liao.lol.then ate dinner.came bak.heng custom no jam.reach hm ard 11pm.haha.

sry for unable to send u gdbye sms.hope u hav fun in new zealand.

2008-12-18T01:37:00.002+08:00

MUSICAL DELIGHTS XXXII!!.

its a realli nice concert.although mistakes are unavoidable,bt at least i minimise it during the concert.thanks for all my frens who came n support me. thanks huici,sarimah,hidra and aizat for the chocolate. thanks yeemin for the flower.thanks sheuelee for comin down n support.ur presence is enuff.

during the concert i felt my solo at mvt2 was the best of all.bt nt my mvt 3 n 4. n the last note of the whole symphony,i din realli reach so easily lyk on tues.bt i still manage to reach it.haha.so nice.

thanks spflutes for gettin me the folder n diary.thanks emily for the photo.thanks wen xiang for the card.

its gonna b a tough yr ahead.haha.its ok.lol. gng genting in 5.5 hours.haha.will b bak on sat nite.dun miss me too much hor.haha.

2008-12-17T00:40:00.001+08:00

its abt 19 hours more to me 1st debut in concert as a piccoloist!im scared.lol.if i screwed up tml,dun kill me.wish me all the lucks.

2008-12-16T11:27:00.001+08:00

its tml!!my 1st concert as a piccoloist!!!haha.im both excited n scared.haha.who noes tml nt my dae,n i screwed everytink up?lols.hope wun ba.gd luck to all SPSB pple.its lao ban last concert wif us.make it a gd 1.

maybe we cn onli b frens?

2008-12-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

so tired.intensive band-ing tiz few daes.next wed concert le.muz realli buck up.hah.

dun wry,im fine.

2008-12-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

im nt gd enuff for u, we r nt compatible,u deserved sum1 betta than me. all these are reasons of mine to tell myself tt she's nt comin bak to me anymore.bt it seems useless at all.blame myself for fallin too deep. do u noe for once,i tot i cn b tgt wif u n make our r/s a sucessful 1.its juz my selfish thinking.its nt ur fault.its mine.

put me to sleep.the truth is too much for me to handle.

2008-12-03T21:16:00.003+08:00

holiday had started!wohoo! bt tt means i hav to complete my itm n apchem report, intensive band drilling, n gems hw.lols

sometimes i wonder what is love actually.

although its nt the answer i want,bt as long u r happy,im fine with anything.juz rmb tt i'll b here.ily♥

2008-12-02T14:26:00.002+08:00

decided to delete the last post.hahas.

havin mst now.maths was a "BLAST".haha.nt enuff time.lols. microbiology was easy la.cn pass la.tml apchem.shld b able to pass.then holidays!bt nt realli for me.intensive band-ing for me.hah.n 2 reports to do.LOL.

pple pls support me in sp band concert!! its on 17dec,7.30pm @ VCH.tixs at $12 and $15. the concert will b featuring 3rd symphony by james barnes.its a vv nice piece.pls pls pls support me!

ily,jy.

2008-11-25T23:55:00.004+08:00

its day 3.hah

super tired 2dae.lesson frm 8am till 3pm
wif a lunch break in between onli.did ITM formal report pratical.thurs might hav to skip part of apchem n count my cells.then had band.so tired..then bak hm le.

P.S. cn any1 treat me to grass jelly drink =/

night time are always time to moisturise my eyes.

2008-11-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

its day 2.

mst comin up.guess i hav to let go of my maths n concentrate on apchem n itm.hahas.

i miss grass jelly.

in order to be friends,both parties must agree to it.its useless to be only one-sided.

2008-11-20T21:59:00.002+08:00

hi guys.long time never blog le.hah.

it had been a eventful wk for me.hah.guess most of u noe le ba.lol.
gt bak my test.quite dissapointed wif myself.had band on tues n tml.
tml will b mitin nue er n sun nue for lunch.haha.then off to sp for talk on duno wat physcology of love and IDEA workshop.haha.shld b ok lor.
mst coming up n haven prepare.hav to start preparing soon.

i realli miss u alot.come bak to me,will u??it hurts alot,really.

2008-11-17T23:09:00.001+08:00

i'll b bak.stronger and engerinsed.

2008-11-17T12:09:00.001+08:00

girl,u totally caught me offguard

2008-11-02T20:08:00.002+08:00

hi pple.its nov!!hahas.

nth much actualli happen the past few daes.or rather,past 2 daes.juz woke up,on9,chat wif ♥.wed faster come!!
new wk of sch starting le.sian.n i hate mons.8am-5pm.sian rite?oh well.bo bian.poly life is lyk tt.haiz.
no band for a wk,so bak on tues sure die de.haha

ps:♥ owe me somtink~

2008-10-31T11:18:00.002+08:00

my 120th post,lyk finally.hahas.

currently at sp main lib,doin my zbrush.its realli irriating lor.at least the lecturer shld giv us a handout on the basic usage of zbrush.lol.n i skipped apchem tutorial.cos when i woke up,it was 8.15 liao.cos of some idiot la.duno who.called me at 5am.wth sia.damn pissed of.then slp slp til 7 n woke girl up.then go bak n slp.then tadah,8.15.haha.then knew sure wun make it,so drag time lor.

ltr gng to hp wif esmund n collect his laptop.tiz shows tt hp is nt as gd as we tink.haha.then mayb go ikea eat lunch?then come sch for idea,damn lor.3pm._|_i hate fris.5-hour break.stay in sp n stone.1 dae will bcome a stone.

its our 16th dae tgt,bt it feels lyk we r tgt for 16yrs liao.
ily,j.y.

2008-10-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

hi guys.bak again.haha.2dae was a tiring dae.

woke up at 7.30.went sch for lesson,which ended at 10.went to jp n mit ♥.bought hotcakes n she came to my hse n we ate tgt.then slack.ard 1pm,off we go to jp acarde mit yasmin.they 2 played ddr.of cos ♥ win la.lols.then walked ard.went to buy honeydew milktea wif green apple jelly n shared wif ♥.then go start factory.♥ c my play max tune.lol.then she went to northpoint n play ddr while i go for lesson n band.then had band,so tiring 2dae n stressed.cos weifen,a vv pro alumni came bak,n was bside me.argh!!.then finish,went hm.on9 n chat wif ♥.then bloggin liao lor.tml gt wwcb.wonder how m i gonna wake up tml.haha.

pls dun kip everytink to urself cn?dun make me worry for u.n i oso miss ur warmth.♥ ily.

2008-10-22T21:25:00.002+08:00

now the real owner is bak.haha

wed lesson is always vv relaxing.2 hrs.hahas.
finish sch,rushed hm,bathed n off to mit ♥.(sry to let u wait.the stupid bus la.lol)
off the amk hub.bought tixs for painted skin.it was so nice n touching,except for the worms part.
n ♥ was shivering throughout the movie.(next time muz brg jacket,or wrap urself lyk a rice dumpling)
had been tolerating for the past few daes,juz for the 5 hours 2dae,bt it was worth it <3
still gt alot of tinks haven do ya?hahas

2008-10-21T00:04:00.005+08:00

Im blogging for dear's sake! :D

see how kind I am?

hah! :x

Firstly, it's 12.06am now. Which means there's 26hours more till we meet each other. ((: Secondly, Im still pestered and thinking of what to update for you. Hmmmm... Lastly, it's 12.18am and I think you ought to sleep you little boy. Rawrrr! & look, your dear isn't up to no evil. *gives innocent face* :P

aw, Y.
bluek, rainbow!

okie, im done with my part. :P

ily!

2008-10-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

so long neber update.haha.
went nus concert on fri.it was vvv nice.i love the extreme makeover!so fan-tastic.haha.then went hm,chat wif ♥.(sry to let u worry abt me).then slp liao.
ytd went wwcb.let the kids try b-footjoint flute.lol.then teach sectionals.okok la.then combined.played piccolo for postcard.so out of tune n loud cn?lols.finish,had lunch n went hm n slp.n blah blah.end of sat.♥ is nt tt free on sat.so gd of her to chat wif me every single nite.
2dae was sun.woke up vv late,bt ♥ was even later than me.haha.went marina square n ate suki yaki wif family.so full lor.then walk walk.went hm and chat wif ♥ till now.
tml sch @8am *yawn*.sick of 8am lessons.

ily,♥.dun b so angry ok?ltr gt alot of wrinkles.nt cute liao.

2008-10-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

oldstickyman ♥ littlebamboogirl

♥161008

2008-10-12T13:44:00.002+08:00

ytd was the official last dae for piccolo on 3rd symphony.alrdy expectin tiz frm the 1st dae i gt tiz part le.din noe its so fast.feelin sad.bt guess im nt up to tiz job.oh well.at least wun b tt stress anymore. =)

2008-10-10T00:05:00.002+08:00

went blog hopping and found tiz vv interesting thing

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

i'm straightfoward.down to earth?haha

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

1st point is right,bt nt 2nd.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person

tis is soo true.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

alot of dates?nah.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

as much as i wanted to,bt no self-discipline

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

its super true

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

tis's the 1.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

yup.everytink is so unpredictable.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i agree to a certain extend

2008-10-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

oh well.2dae isn't a gd dae for me.

was raining damn heavy in the afternoon.went to lib n drop by to mit frens,then my shoes was pratically flooded.haiz.then went for band,gt a news.duno to b sad or happi.which is,most prob im nt able to play piccolo for the upcomin concert.sad is,tiz will b my 1st time performin wif piccolo and im lookin forward to it,so i praticed almost everiday.bt happi is i wun b embrassin the section or band.oh well.up to god i guess.

2008-10-07T10:23:00.002+08:00

omg.i found tiz on 1 of my fren's blog.

You know when you are a band geek when...

1. You list your conductor's contact as an emergency contact.
2. You mark time when you listen to band music.
3. "Push in" and "pull out" are no weird terms.
4. Every guy/girl you're interested in is in band.
5. You're alone and you suffocate because no one's telling you to breathe.
6. You like the way reeds taste.
7. You hug your instru when you're down.
8. You worship your band conductor as God.
9. You spent more time in the band room than in lecture halls.
10. You recognise a band piece rather than pop music.
11. 99.99999% of your ipod is band music.
12. Your SYF piece is your morning alarm ringtone.
13. Play the ABC of band songs.
14. When someone hums a band piece, you hum along.
15. The only reason why you like school is cause of band.
16. Using 2 pens to whack on an eraser.
17. You enter contests just to win a pair of tickets to a concert.
18. Games like audition or o2jam attract you cause they improve your rhythm.
19. Everything you do, you ask yourself "Will this interfere with band?".
20. When you wake up thinking, "do I have to bring my black file today?".
21. If you're in a band that plays national anthem weekly or something, chances are u'll cultivate the habit of fingering with the music when u hear it during morning assemblies.
22. Your desktop background is your band portrait. *smiles widely*
23. Trying to conduct heat and electricity.
24. You scream and run around in circles, emo for the next few days if you played a wrong note once, even if the conductor didnt notice.
25. Turn up for band on a holiday.
26. You feel honoured when your conductor just engages a conversation with you.
27. Dream also dream about band.

2008-10-05T22:55:00.004+08:00

hi peeps.here again.hahas

dun care abt the previous post.hahas.ok.im vv pissed off wif the msn.i tink is the javascript problem.bt no leh,i update le,then others cn open their emails,i cant.stupid sia

my timetable for sem 2 haven out lor.haiz.gettin worried.shall call the person tml.

went vivo juz now n had buffet wif family at canabile(isit correct?).its a brazilian buffet,with ard 80% all meat.hahas.i eat till super full sia.lols

tts all for 2dae.stay tune for more updates,which is i-duno-when.

all the best for all my juniors who r havin exams now and those havin o lvls.n my beloved huixiu ,dun get too stressed up on geo.its a subject which requires crapping and bluffin through.

2008-10-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

hi pple.im here to update.had sect in the mornin.more lyk self prac ba.did figure out some parts.then went hm.wanted to slp,bt din.then went for section outing @ makansutra.lol.eat eat,then go esplanade lib.song ern and wen xiang book the studio and played.rest of us went it.nice man.if i cn b lyk them = day-dreaming.hahas.then slacked at gelare.then went hm.SOMEONE saw me,bt din call me.im so sad cn..to tt person:aren't u guilty?!?!hahas.

ok.its realli scaring me out.wat if i brg everyone down?im not as gd as u all tink.im very weak.all my basics r wrong.n it will take a long time to change.bt wat i scared is nt enuff time to make changes b4 the concert.i dun mind losin face,bt wat i scared is brging the whole section and whole band down.its mr tan's last concert in s'pore,and i realli dun wan to screw up.pratice makes perfect,ya.so?even i do my best,sure gt some pple sae "ee.y so lousy?i prefer last time tt piccoloist"so,wats the use?

btw,thanks to lim hui xiu for listening to all my crap(i noe u r irriated by me,juz admit it) and others.realli felt slightly betta le,bt still afraid.

2008-09-23T02:14:00.003+08:00

this post is specially for u

forgiv me for my selfishness,holdin and never lettin u go for the past few years.bt i guessed im unforgivable.alot of tinks had run through my mind.finally,i decided to giv up and let u go.some1 will have to make tiz decision and i decided to do it.bro and sis is enuff for me,im contented alrdy.thanks for all the memories u gave me,both happi and sad.im realli happi.now.i've finally woken up.sry for all the troubles i had caused for u and a burden to u.and now,i shall return u ur freedom and happiness.go and pursure ur dream.go,gd luck and all the best in ur future.

and for the last time, i love you

2008-09-21T02:48:00.002+08:00

can someone tell me what to do? i'm hoping on something,which will never happen no matter how much effort i put in.i really very tired,but cannot give up.i had fallen into a deep trap,which i will never come out again.someone please tell me,continue or give up?

2008-09-18T22:42:00.003+08:00

I seriously hate myself. Firstly,i shouldn't played during semester 1, and now?Retribution has come.Thanks God!.Now i don't know whether i have to stay in SP (shitty poly/sucky poly/stupid poly) for 3.5 years.

Secondally,i felt i'm so weak.In sec sch days,i used to be forever optimistic.Whenever i fail anything,the next day i will be energtic.But what has happened to me?I had tried to stand up again but i can't.In the end,have to approach yw n pour everything to her(sorry if i irriate you that time).Maybe i have to learn how to keep things to myself,and don't cause a nusiance to others.

Thridly,i'm feeling that i'm so useless.I can't help my frens when they are in trouble now.You all can say that i'm trying to act hero here.But...haiz.don't know how to say liao.

going private?considering.but who cares?I'm just someone who is an irriatant in other people's eyes,just like getting a 100% pure chemical.I'm those who are there and make it contanminated.

2008-09-17T18:59:00.002+08:00

well,saw tt.i hav to repeat tt fuckin apchem __ i hate it alot lor.any1 has lower gpa than me?lols

2008-09-10T23:44:00.002+08:00

ok.its sep.so i shall update.hahas

been saboed by yan ling n some other whom i 4gt.

1. Your relationship with him/her (Yan ling =D) is?
band mates
2. Your five impression of him/her?
fun,cute,outgoing,crappy and kind
3. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
ehh..ask me to clean the seoul garden hot plate.
4.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
"can b a cleaner le"
5.What kind of guy/girl he/she like?
ehh.duno sia.lols
6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
treat her as my lover.
7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be:
nth?
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
nth?
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
i sae nth le,still ask me the reason
10. The most desired thing that you want to do for him/her now is?
tell her to pratice barnes third
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
vv gd
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
talkative
13. The characters you love of yourself are:
slackin ard
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
irriating
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
no 1 can b ideal
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
take care

17. Pass this Quiz to 10 people.
1) andrew
2) wee seng
3) alan
4) lucas
5) jin long
6) kheh hong
7) yuzhi
8) yanting
9) yiyuan
10) kahboon

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
his xylo.LOL.i duno seriously
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female
20. If no.7 and 8 are together, will it be a good thing?
they 2 duno each other.if tgt,i feel its gd.
22. What is no.2 studying about?
chemical process technology industrial chemistry!
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ?
ytd after band at cck for supper
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
korean
25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
no idea
26. Will you woo no.3 ?
im straight!
27. How about no.7 ?
im straight!
28. Is no.4 single?
shld b?
29. What is the surname of no.5 ?
duno leh.lols
30. What's the hobby of no.4?
play tenor sax n djmax
31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
they 2 duno each other.bt i tink will ba
32)where is no.2 studying at?
SP
33. Talk something casually about no.1?
MALAYSIA!
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 ?
ehh...as a fren,yes.lover,no.bt who noes?haha.ok,AYT,dun kill me.
35. Where does no.9 live at?
boon lay
36. What colour does no.4 like?
white?
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
same cca la.normal frens
38. Does no.7 like no.2 ?
i believe tt they r straight
39. How do you get to know no.2 ?
spsb
40. Does no.1 have any pets?
nt sure
41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
LOL.of cos!haha
42. Is no.10 tall?
NT AT ALL!opps.dun bomb me hor!!

2008-08-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

hi guys.shall update.

exams has finished.bt guess gonna forward alot of modules,namely ap chem, cppa, maths and ae&e.tts the results i will get when i skip lessons,din study for test,late for tutorials.serve me right

now,shall enjoy a little.when results come,juz hack care.

on a brighter side,my s-oke shirt has been sent out.shld b recievein soon.

tml gng wif frens.lyk finally can mit them le.hahas.

2008-08-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

hi pple.hahas.long time neber update.haha.pple complaining.i shall b gd n update.

firstly- happi bdae s'pore.hahas
secondally- tiz is my 100th post. (like finally)
thirdly- im so gonna fail my ap chem test.
fourthly-paragon was nice.
fifthly- i hav updated le.lol
lastly-im so angry wif olympic tt y put s'pore at the back.zzz

thats all folks.haha

2008-07-27T01:15:00.001+08:00

hope in abt 15 hrs more i wun screw up.

thosewerethesweetestmemoriesieverhad....

2008-07-24T01:03:00.002+08:00

guess everitink is fated.the results were expected.1 gold,3 silvers,10 bronzes and 4 COP.its much higher n stricter then nbc and syf.bt nevertheless, u guys hav done vv well.continue to work hard,and u will get ur gold at syf '09.it's nt the ending, its juz the beginning.i hav faith in u guys!

to my flute section: i wun b always thr.and syf i oso wun b playin.so u 2 betta play out.

to the sec1s flutes members: although u might not able to c tiz,bt i realli hope u all will put in ur best.it's nt tt i enjoy scoldin u all.scoldin pple doesn't feels gd at all.pls improve urself,dun make angelica or even wan feng angry.when u all r senior,u all will understand.i was also lyk u guys,givin problems to my seniors last time.bt when i bcame a senior,i realised tt its so lame.pls do not folo my footsteps.put in the effort,and u all will enjoy the fruits of sucess.

to all my frens performin tml: all the best,dun stress.its juz a performance.the difference is that u all pay to play in the performance,and pple givin u comments.there's nth to b scared abt.n if u all make mistakes,dun blame urself.u all hav tried vv hard le.take it tt fate is nt on ur side.

2008-07-22T16:35:00.002+08:00

I knew you for just a while before you left.
You were young and full of happiness.
I wish I could hear you laugh.
And I wonder where you're hanging out.
Now that you're somewhere else.
Someplace sweeter, Someplace better, Someplace faraway from us.
When you're gone,but you sleep forever.
When you're gone, and I'm waiting for you, and I don't want to be here alone.
Everything seems different now, Bittersweet and funny how.
Thing have turned out unexpectedly, And you notice how I'm counting down.
All the days and nights from now, Untill the day I see you eventually.
When you're gone, but you sleep forever.
When you're gone , and I'm waiting for you, and I don't want to be here alone anymore.

all the memories are flashing in my mind now and then....those are the happiest times in my life

2008-07-17T19:04:00.002+08:00

hi.lols.a off dae for me.cos i was sick.lols

went for MIP demo in the mornin.i totaly cannt tahan anymore.then went to clementi polyclinic c doc.damn long lor.heng gt laptop.
finish le,took xtra logzens and 2 days mc.the xtra logzenges is for ng huici.c i so gd.LOLS
then went to plaza sing,buy pad guard for my flute,reeds for yasmin and a plank of wood for huici.lols.(tts the thickest i cn find.)after tt,went to rp.almost gt lost.lols.everywhr oso look the same lor.then found W6.waited fr awhile then come down.passed to her.tt time i was gng to faint anytime.cos took medicine.drowsy.lol.take my time walk n take bus.
reached hm,and napped till 6.ate dinner and now bloggin.lols.mayb tml nt gng sch ba.hahas

is the feeling comin again?i hope not.

2008-07-13T20:10:00.002+08:00

hi guys.sry for nt updating.was bsy past few wks.had wwss concert on 10 july.it was best performance i ever played wif the band.heard comments tt the band performance was the highlight of the nite.haha.i realli agree.dancing megahits was sooo high till the audience clapped along.hahas.im sad of 1 tink though,MY POPPER AT INSTANT CONCERT WAS SPOILT.zzz.tt means i din get the chance to pop.lols.did encore.was ok la.lols.then pack up,went bak to wwss.tt idiot ng huici dump me wif her laptop,stick bag,files and her shirt to me and b a delivery man for her -.-

fri went to klass chalet after lesson.slacked thr,rented bike n went cyclin.bbq-ed and went for night cyclin.cycled to downtown east.slacked at the beach then cycle bak.n i was catchin some slp as im gng for homecoming.so when i was slpin,some of my klassmates sprinkled flour on me n other pple.lols.then woke up,went to wwss.n i fell aslp on the train.when i woke up,it was lakeside,towards pasir ris.lols.so alighted then crossover.lol.homecoming was nth lor.so sian.eat le,go hm take sandals n $.lols.then went bak chalet.bought stuffs frm white sand.pple who stayed over was little.

woke up 2dae.checked out,then went to downtown est.played acarde while waitin for family.then went to eat ri ben cun at kallang enterainment..n here im am.

2008-06-27T23:21:00.003+08:00

hi guys.haha.pple complain neber update.so i will update nw!!
havin MST (Mid-Semester Test) tiz wk.so no time.hahas.among all the 5 papers,i tink the score shld b 5vs0.which means all liao.hahas.hav been gng bak to wwcb.hahas.wed was wasting-time-dae at wwss.waited for nth while we can pratice.by the time is our turn,all other cca went off,leaving the sec1s bands n some other pple.so unfair lor.then mr wong din come 2dae,so i conducted.im nt fit to b a conductor la.lols.cant even kip the tempo steady.haiz.im so tired 2dae. 8.30 gt test,finish le walk all the way for T1A to T21!!was lyk frm 1 end to the other end?then took 185 bak to wwss.play play play,rushed to spsb sectionals.by the time,i left 20% of my energy.hahas.smoke my way through.patheic sia.onli 5.sl leave early left 4.then combined,left 3 nia.zzz.
anw....

SPSB is havin concert on 27 july,5pm,at SPCC ( SP Convention Center) Those who wan tix ask frm me.it's at $6 each.hlp me pls!!i nid sell finish.i gt 10.thanks vv much :D

2008-06-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

hi guys,bak frm IBM camp.hahas
starting was ok la.sections frm 12pm to 5pm.lols.then rested.had AGM.mayb im yr1,so nth?then went do banner.ok la.do till quite late.so i dun wan slp.juz bathed n went pratice my playin.managed to figure out some parts la.bt nt tt smooth.

had sectionals on IBM pieces on 11am.lols.was ok.played through section com pieces.prepare for section com.well,guess it's fated?

SP flautists, we still hav next yr!although we lost tiz time,we'll n must get it next bak yr! everytink is juz fated.we can't change anytink.although we din get any prizes,tis competition has realli bond the section much tgt.

2008-06-11T21:51:00.003+08:00

hi guys!will b away frm tml till sat.n sun oso wun b in s'pore.hahas.tml to sat gt band camp.section competition.scared sia.hahas

went to watch kung fu panda wif idiot huici n sarimah.1st time i tot nobodi will b late,in the end,still the same.lols.wun mention who late la.then duno go whr since quite late le.so in the end,went to causeway point.LOLS.bought tixs at 2.40pm.then went off for lunch at pizza hut.finish le,go up by popcorns.damn long lor.i personally dun lyk the system.popcorn n tixs same counter.lols.and....my fault la.i went to acarde can?lols.
went in.heng haven started.while walkin in,was totally pissed off lor.queued so long,in the end inside gt popcorn counter -.- nvm.watched movie.quite funny la.lols.finish le,had a long long time decidin whr to go.prawning or east coast or pulau ubin or sentosa or plaza sing or ice skating.lol.in the end,went ice skating.price,ok la.$11.80. went in n skate.scared sia.1st time.ankles n hands so pain.lol.skate, skate n skate.fun la.nearly fell down.lols.then went choo choo train-ing.lols.then me n huici went to the center.lols.sarimah at the side praticing.scared sia.mayb fall anytime.then went to pasar malam walk walk.me n sarimah played the ping pong ball.lols.nt bad la.fun.then went hm le lor.nw muscle ache.wonder can tahan for fri's section competition or nt.hahas.

next time go prawning ar??lols

2008-06-09T11:26:00.002+08:00

hi guys.hahas.
suppose to go sentosa,last min cancel.lols.quite tired.
命中注定我爱你 is supre,duper,ultra nice!! 1st show tt i cired.it's realli touching lor.haiz.im sooo goin to buy the vcd once it releases.i love tt show!!!!!!!!!!!
tml gt band.wish me gd luck.12pm to 9.30pm.haiz
wed mayb gt go out la.I WAN GO OUT!!.
thurs to sat gt band camp.
sun gng overseas.lols.
till here.
bye.

2008-06-01T21:02:00.003+08:00

1st june and my 90th post.

well,havin a 3-wk break nw.can say a short break la.nth much happening in the past few wks.everitink was juz sch and band.went for wwcb ytd.was ok la.hahas.
sp band havin IBM camp on 12-14. section competetion on 13.haiz.scared sia.hahas.
tiz 3-wk break gonna nt lyk break to me alrdy. tues n fri sp band,and alot of projects n datasheets to finish.haiz. i seriously nid more time.

had cold storage kid run 2dae.woke up at 5am,bt went bak to slp again.then woke up at 6am.LOLS.i hav to reach padang by 6.30 ma.lol.i was lyk "GG liao".heng dad sent me down via a 120km/h car.lols.late abit la.race was ok la.all the kids were so cute.hahas

sumtimes,we seriously nid to hav a time for us to reflect on ourselves. in this case,at least we wun b a nuisance to others.

i don't like her at all, i don't like her at all, i don't like her at all.
when i said it 3 times, that means i realli mean it.

2008-05-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

hi pple.long time din update le.hahs. went for a plastic exhibition 2dae.ok la.then went to popular sale n robinsons sale.oso ok la.then went hm le.tml gt pratical.sian. MST coming le.haiz.

2008-05-20T21:58:00.002+08:00

haiz. datasheets,reports,lectures,tutourials. are these the components of tertiary education?
isit juz bcos we are more matured,so they assumed tt we r able to take the stress?i seriously doubt so.the assignments are piling up.sometimes 24hrs a dae is nt enuff for us.sec sch is way too much of a difference to poly life.haiz. yes, others may sae it takes time,bt seriously how long?2months? i dun tink any1 hav the time to spare.even we set our mindset to work vv hard,but wats the use?get a gd grade wif scarificing all our brain cells,our slp and our lives? yes,there's muz b a sacrifice,bt i seriously feels tt tiz sacrifice is way too much alrdy.
on cca wise,it's the same too.i seriously sort or regretted joinin the symphonic band.the standard there is way too high for me, a lousy flute player who dun even noe how to do vibrato.others may sae tt it will take time,bt the same qns comes again: do we hav all the time??now, i feelin as though im a small ant,while all my section members, includin the yr1s are all humans.im living in a dimension whr i can b crushed to death unexpectally.in the band, there's nt even 1 person i know well, except my klassmate.most of my sec sch buddies all go to rp,and i feel so lonely in sp.i may seem tt im enjoyin,bt never judge a bk by its cover.yes, we will make new frens,bt seriously, i feel tt i cant do it.im nt as strong as i used to b in sec sch daes. seeing all my other frens happily wif their new found frens, im so envy for them.im still as childish and immature as last time.
i sort of regretted goin to sp.seriously.its lyk a new place for me,althoug 5 wks has passed.seeing all my frens are so happi,im felt happi for them oso.some even found their soulmates.it seems tt the onli person i can share my sorrows wif is tiz blog,whr i can let everitink out.last time, pple will come to me and im more than happi to listen.now i finally noe how they feel at tt time alrdy.
gd nite my frens.

2008-05-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

hi guys!hahas.
well,a wk gng to pass soon.lols.tt means term break comin soon n MST oso.hahs.
2dae supposed to go bak to wwcb de,but in the end,changed my mind.morning woke up n SL smsed us tt thr will b sectionals 2dae.zzz.then lionel jio me go city hall after lesson buy his skates.then we 2 go buy newurbanmale sandals tgt.lols.then came bak for sectionals.gt a piece though,used for the section competition.ok la.but vv stress.last yr is flute section champion.haiz.

tml(or 2dae?) long dae.haiz.heng dad ltr sendin me to sch,dun nid to wake up tt early n squeeze train.hahas.then gt CPPA pratical.sian.the module which i dun understand at all.lols.wish me luck for ltr CD presentation.

2008-05-12T20:24:00.002+08:00

hi guys.hahas.was bak on sun mornin frm band camp.nt bad la.all fun.hahas.especially nitewalk.lols.frm 8am walk till 4am.pro hor?hahas.
sch 2dae sucks la.vv tired sia.overslpt.lols.

2008-05-07T18:07:00.000+08:00

me,pris n jj

pris,jj,yw n me

me n yw

jj n me

pris n mei

pris,me n yw

me tio smahes by cake

bdae cake which yw,idiot,ari n mx bought

2008-05-07T18:06:00.002+08:00

hi pple.hahas.had a great bdae tiz yr.wana thanks alot of pple.haha

these pple sent me their wishes thru msn,sms,frenster (randomly ordered): huici,sarimah,yeewen,yiyuan,yanting,priscilla,junjie,meixian,dionysia,syaza,wan ning,beepingsheue lee,chin leng,elaine,jiayi,kimberly,yasmin,shu ning,huai qian,xinhua,gan min and my klass DCP 1A01.sry if i miss out any1.hahas

5 may
went to cwp wif mx,huici,sarimah n yw to eat pizza hut.sumtink interesting happened.when we were waitin to b seated,i saw sumpple pass a cake to the staff at the counter of pizza hut.then we went in le.ordered n waited.then yw n huici went to buy "sumtink".then food came n we ate.suddenly gt happy bdae song.so i assumed is the the other grp of pple.then suddenly,a cake appear bhind me.lols.was realli shocked la.finish pizza le,wne to abnquet n mit huici's frens.then tio smashed by cake liao.zzz.heng i gt brg xtra clothes.lols.then went hm le lor.

6 may
went into klassrm n tio bashed le.lols.then pass my dae,then went to JE n mit pris n yw.had pepper lunch.hahas.then walked ard n shop shop.then jj said he's able to mit us,then waited for him n took neoprints.hahas.went hm le then okok le lor.hahas

7 may
short dae 2dae.hahas.finished lesson le,then went to jp mit yw n natasya.went to arena n played bowling and ppol.yw,shiok hor,all games win me.lols.2dae no luck la.hahas..

thanks all of u for makin my 17th bdae so wonderful.pics will b in the next post.

2008-05-05T16:52:00.001+08:00

yo pple.hahas.bloggin in lesson now.hahas.its so sian lor.resistance.zzz.
ltr gng to causeway point mit yw,hc n ari.lols.hahas.
wana slp liao.zzz

2008-04-30T20:07:00.002+08:00

hi guys.hahas.last dae of april!!lols.

went for rp concert on sat.it was awesome.n sarimah-u dun jealous can?hahas
well,3rd wk of sch alrdy.more hws n projects coming.hahas.gettin stress le.
went for band ytd.i muz say sp band is so much different frm wwcb.lols.

2008-04-24T20:12:00.004+08:00

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
30
2. What I want the most now?
to do well in poly
3. Who is the person you trust the most?
friends
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope
5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
excel in my poly
6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
yup
7. Is there anyone who hurt u deep enough to hate him/her?
yes!
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
used to
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
no
10. What feeling do you love most?
when all my friends are ard me
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
ha.when my other half appear i then sae.
12. What feeling do you hate the most?
lonliness
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
of cos!
14. Do you like being ignored?
no
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
able to spend time meaningfully
16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
my friends
17. What do you regret most in your life now?
neber do well in sec sch
18. What are you thinking about now?
how to do all my projects.
19.Which country do you want to go to?
no particular,a place whr i can 4gt all the sad memories
20. Who is the most influential in your life ?
every1

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 5 people in your list. List them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged. Whoever does the tag,would have a blessing from all.

yeewen
huici
yiyuan
elaine
chinleng

2008-04-21T22:55:00.002+08:00

my 80th post. =)

i finally noe whr i stand in u.im juz an irriating n selfish senior,n always pestering u.im jur ur senior,nt even a fren.ur words realli let me noe how irriating am i.thank you vv much.im sry to cause u all these troubles.i noe is my fault,realli sry.n thanks for ur explanation.im now realli defeated by you.

2008-04-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

it is already the 3rd time.i duno y.but 1 thing for sure,i will nt giv up 1.

2008-04-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

hi!2dae was 1st dae of my poly life.haha.was ok la.

1st lesson was tutorial.recap on mole concept.lols.all forgotten le.haha.then break 1.5 hr.then pratical 1hr,then break again,n pratical again. cos as it was the 1st wk,hav to attend both praticals as they were juz briefing.then break again.then lecture.the lecturer was gd to let us off 1hr earlier.haha.then went woodlands mit yw to pass her my remaining cds of e zhuo ju zi wen.haha.then came bak to jurong.lols.then i went buy pens.then sis called,sae hm neber cook dinner.then went to ljs find yw n natasya.lols.ate there,then went hm.once i reached hm,i lied flat on my bed! realli tired lor,especially for legs.lols.

gd tink tml is lesson start at 10.30am.haha.

if only u hav said yes,my life will b colourful again.

2008-04-13T16:15:00.002+08:00

haiz.last dae to enjoy le.tml startin sch liao.so sad.*sobs*
cant imagine wat will happen tml.9am - 5pm of lesson.can die lor.no difference frm westwood.lol.
2dae at hm so sian.lols.haiz.

short post onli.haha.bye pple

im missing you.

2008-04-11T22:26:00.003+08:00

hi pple.long time din update.lols

ytd was flag dae.crap lor.whole dae collected $17.50.lols.pro hor?then went bak.for the party.damn sian.go thr eat niah.then went hm le.

2dae was a busy dae.woke up damn early.then went to sp,get my laptop done.so sian lor.tmd!always giv me prob.then finish,went to jp n mit mx.then went to wwcb.havin their POP ceremony.another grp of senior pass out le.lols.then okok,went to cck awhile,then went hm.lol.

tml still gng sentosa.LOL.wonder how am i gng to survive.

iloveyou

2008-04-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

such a ~~fucking~~ bad dae for me.
went to SP for my FOP.among all my frens,onli i gt into tis DCP.haiz.bad enuff le.to add on,my klass were lyk so sian.the worst-est-est-est combi u will ever find!22 pple,8 malays.guys all look piakia except for 3.gals were lyk those ah lians type de.SIAN SIAH.nt even 1 whom i noe frm the 1-day camp!!haiz.

if u guess tt the end,let me tell u tt is a NO!when i gt hm,i was being forced to the extreme bottom!u suddenly told me tt u wun b calling n chat wif me anymore.do u noe how sad i felt?i duno y,but it juz taste bitter,or perhaps worse than bitter?i duno.wat i can make sure is tt i realli miss ur voice.im nt askin too much,jus a simple"how's ur dae in sch" for me to tell u is enuff for me,realli.haiz....

2008-04-04T22:05:00.003+08:00

CLS games daes was fun!lols
started wif ice breakin games.okok la.then afternoon is when the fun starts!1st station was pple throw water bombs,then muz catch usin pails.then suay,my grp pail gt holes de,then catch le,muz transfer.tio forfeit lor,do caterpillar.lols

2nd game was fun!2 guys n a gal,muz slide on soap water.then roll bak and is on other 2 baks.then forfeit.guys lie on mud,then put blended grass on the guys stomache,n gals spread it.lols

3rd was slightly betta.games la.grp break up,sum do bamboo dance,spin on a pole,use chopsticks transfer marbles,play badminton n piggy-bak pple.then i do the marbles de.lols.tio forfeit again.pass rubber bands,usin tounge.boy,gal,boy,gal.lols.

4th was totally gross!!all blinded folded.then find bak ur parnther.then i tio saboed by eng chua.wrote a word on my hand.it turns out to b the "main character" of the mini show.i bcum a gay -.- lols.

5th was ok la.searchin tinks lor.i found some stuffs.but still tio forfeit.tiz forfeit the "best"!boy,gal,boy,gal again.use mouth n pass a piece of biscuit which onli has the size of an ant.lol.u all shld understand wat happen le ba.LOL.

then rest awhile.had treasure hunt.our grp won.found 41 balls.lols.but vv charm lor.haha.run here n there,tio devils all the time.but when we found a ball,we kip it.lols.then reach hm at abt 9pm.lols

2008-04-01T23:04:00.001+08:00

sent my laptop for repair.the motherboard spoil.tmd.lol.then tml gettin it.haha
short post onli.bye pple!

oh gal,i wanna hug you forever

2008-03-30T23:16:00.002+08:00

bwahaha.my 1st post using laptop.lols
well,decided to use laptop 2dae.cos com hang.lols.played audition.seriously sucks at it.brenda n yasmin realli pro lor.tmd! 185 bpm,i at there stone.lols.guess im too lan le.haha.

2008-03-26T23:35:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO!!!lol
so happi.gt my laptop le.but gt a prob la.if use batt n start,cannt start up sucessfully.use power socket,can.lol.funny siah.installed the cannt-live-without programmes le,such as windows live messenger.LOL.tml gng to dl audition and install on my vista de.xp i wan save for lesson.lol.duno wan audition or maple.lol.such a hard decision.

to tt person:i update le hor!!!!!

2008-03-24T12:40:00.003+08:00

hi pple.haha.sorry for nt able to online ytd( i noe sum of u wan to tok me.come on,admit it!) lol.ytd i was sick.sorry ar.lol.
2dae went to sp for the prep math briefin.lol.okok la.then go ask my laptop can collect or nt.still cannt.haiz.nb la.!i wan complain le.lol.shall reply tags now

EDITED ON 5.23PM
acer finally called me!tml i can go collect laptop le!lol.waste my mrt $ siah.lol

meixian- lol.haha
huici-wat la.i sick lor.
junhao-lol.
brenda-lol.cannt meh?we 2 support u ma.LOL
meiting-lol.
yasmin-LOL.nice 1!nono.ltr frm white bcum red lyk the baboon butt.LOL
brenda-at least u noe u r sot
esmund-lol.neber go camp.giv me ur place la.
yiyuan-lol.dun ask me,ask brenda.
yeewen-lol.my voice nice ma.lol.

2008-03-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

hi pple!long time din blog le.haha

1stly,hav to thank yasmin mei for hlpin me to add things to my blog.lol.thanks alot.
2ndly,thank chin boon for hlpin me to solve the prob.haha.

ok.2dae was such a borin dae.woke up,nth to do.use com lor.haha.my tiz com is gettin frm bad to worse.tsk.then afternoon called yasmin mei n chat.lol.rmb muthu's curry shop?haha.onli me,yasmin mei n brenda mei noe abt it.LOL.then went sp for the cscc 1-dae camp briefing.i was lyk an idiot there lor.dun even noe any1.lol.ice breakin games onli.haha.then went hm.used com till now lor.juz now conference wif my 2 meis.lol.we hav been doin tt since mon!lol.

2008-03-20T11:22:00.002+08:00

hi!long time din blog le.hehe.ytd was the most FUCKIN dae i ever had.ma de.

i was so pissed off lor.my mum la.i used my own $ to buy a new phone,she kpkb at me.wtf?then she dun allow me to go out wif frens anymore,till my poly start.WTF IS TIZ?!i gt wrong meh?nb.
tts the 1st one.2nd,i went to sp n enrole ytd.all was ok.except my acer aspire 4920G-602G25Mn was out of stock!!i was waiting for duno how many donkeys years for a laptop,then tell me out of stock.stupid sp la.put my enrolement date so behind.fuck la.then all the camps were already full.nb!!(sorry for the vulgarlities)so pissed off.
bcos of my mum,i hav to cancel the outin tml wif frens to watch leap yrs.i felt so bad la.bcos of me,they dun wan go liao.so bad la.

2008-03-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

hi guys,bak frm chalet.haha.quite fun.went band ytd.band rm was cold!then finish,chiong go down to pasir ris.met up wif some of the pri sch frens.had bbq.fun.lol.then drank vodka,wine and whisky cola.siao siah me.lol.then played mahjong.lost.then played in between.won abit la.then go mac hav breakfast.lol.then walk walk lor.nth much.kip on playin mahjong n daidee.b4 i went hm,played in between.lol.$60+!!lol.then split the $.haha.then went hm le.

2008-03-11T22:57:00.002+08:00

hi.haha.long time din post.lol

2dae actualli wan go sentosa.but din.so yt,yy n pris sae wan walk walk.in the end,walk in jp.LOL.watched meet the spartans.its damn funny!lol.but the movie could b longer.then went acarde wif esmund n played.lol.then walk walk.go hm.

tml goin to pri schmates chalet.haha.thurs sp laptop fair.fri band.LOL.full siah.haha.

2008-03-08T23:56:00.001+08:00

found sumtink interesting!haha.

2008-03-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

hi.long time din post le.lol.done my pre-enrolement stuffs le.haha.goin to sp on 19 march to complete my enrolement.then get laptop!!ahha.
tues,ytd n 2dae went to arena n played pool n bowlin.LOL.siao le.lol.

2008-03-01T22:57:00.003+08:00

hi guys!haha.im bak.alright,stop complaining tt i din update,as im goin to do it right now!!

let me start wif ytd.went to jec kbox wif pris,yanting,yiyuan,yeewen n kahboon.lol.at 1st i was so ps to go in.cos i dun sing de,in the end,i sang the most,even untill im havin sore throat now.LOL.sang frm 3pm till 7pm.lol.finish le,went to ljs for dinner.took neoprints.then went to imm jalan-jalan.the gals bought tinks.i din,cos neber c anytink tt worth buying.haha.either too ex,or nt nice.lol.then went hm le lor.

2dae,woke up at 7am! long time since i woke up tt early.haha.then lompang dad's car to bak gate and walked to kenny's cafe for breakfast.then yt,yy n yw came.went for band.heng i brought my jacket.if nt u all will c a frozen frog.LOL.played ross roy,n dancing megahits.n sight read instant concert.nice n fun piece.finish le,went to pizza hut n ate.then went to jp n jalan-jalan again.lol.then i went to clementi le.haha

2008-02-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

hi pple.haha.long time din update le.even charlotte and mei scoldin me.haha.im so bad
mon went to collect pay wif esmund.haha.then went marina square n watched L:change the world.nice la.althou i duno the 1st 2.haha.then tues went out wif mei.went to amk hub,plaza sing n cineleisure.went hm le lor.2dae went for band.wasn't tt gd.everi section gana fired.even mine.then sumtink happened which i dun wan to sae.then went hm le.haha.

im nt jkin wif u.i finally dare to sae tt i love u alot.but i hope tt wun affect our relationship now.

2008-02-23T22:37:00.003+08:00

mei sae muz blog everiday,so i blog now.haha

went to lot1 wif mei juz now to watch ah long pte ltd.still vv funny.realli laughed ourselves out.lol.finish le,go walk walk.go acarde catch sweets again.hehe!then took neoprints wif her.lol.simple outing.

2008-02-20T09:22:00.002+08:00

hi pple.haha.ytd too tired so din blog.LOL

ytd went to wwss n had a dialouge session wif 4E.ok la.saw shoa hui.lol.still the same,din wear sch badge.shared wif them wat i did to improve my eng.finish le,rushed hm and went to find jeremy loh.LOL.played acarde.alot la.and oso catch sweets.finish le,saw jun sheng and marcus.played max tune.knn,goin to win le,i shift to wrong gear.suppose to b 5,i change to 3.whao lao.then rushed to mit my junior.she nids hlp in her phy so gave remidial for her la.taught her zero error.then brought her to acarde again and catch sweets infront of her.caught a stich.she love stich alot.haha.then sent her hm.

2dae frens coming for dinner.haven buy fruits for the choco fondue.ltr hav to go n buy.LOLnt goin band.cos watchin PS I Love You.lol.dun suspect anytink ar!haha.

2008-02-19T08:34:00.001+08:00

hi pple.haha.earliest i ever woke up.LOL.
sian.ltr goin bak to wwss.mr ang la.wan me go bak.sian.lol
gt my jae postin results.gt into sp,chem process tech.lol.duno wan appeal for food sci or nt.
afternoon mitin my junior to hlp her wif her physic.
tts my dae for 2dae.haha.bye

2008-02-13T22:19:00.002+08:00

hi.haha.ah long pte ltd n cj7 vv nice.lol
2dae went bak to band.long time since i saw the band peeps.lol.
play omisoka 2dae.quite ok la.haha.
tml goin to plaza sing,watch movie.haha.
tts all.

i guess let u cool down awhile.tts the best way.

2008-02-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

hi pple.haha.bak again.
went to submit timesheet wif esmund.then he wan buy shoes then intro him a place.lol.then after lunch,decided to watch ah long pte ltd,rushed to bugis within 10mins n watch.juz nice n gt seats.vv nice n funny,especialli mark lee's m'sian accent!lol.finished le,rush to goldhill center n get my flute.WOHOO!so happi.lol.finally my own flute.lol.
tml goin to jec wif frens to watch cj7.haha.

i hav surrendered
wat u wan to do is up to u le
im nt being petty
i had explain everitink frm my view.
it's up to u le.
mayb its fated tt our frenship ends here?
i realli hope tt its nt true

2008-02-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

hi pple.haha.gt alot of angpaos.haha.n oso gamble!lol.1st dae went to all places lor.at nite,went to sentosa flowers.alot of bangalas siah. was being squashed lyk sardines.fri went to grandma hse n gamble.win n lose la.sat n 2dae went to relative hse.sat went to grandaunt while 2dae went my uncle hse.haha.
tml gettin flute,so happi.tues goin to plaza sing wif ____ to catch movie.haha.wed,still duno la.no job so sian.haha.
now sick le.fever 39.5 deg.sore thorat n flu.lol.lyk kor n mei (rite?) haha.

you are right,i's still as childish as last time.
at 1st i tot u were jus jkin wif me,abt tt is ur fault.
n i shldn't hav told her abt it.
i shld hav known it betta.u wun jk de.
n i juz wana sae,i din block/delete u at all.
i was hopin tt u will come on9 n explain to u everitink,but u didn't
so i asked her whether r u on9
true enough,she told me tt u blocked me.
h/e,i din get angry tt u deleted me.
lets get over and done with,and bak to the normals daes when we used to crap.
isit possible?

2008-02-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

hi pple.1st post in the yr of mouse.haha.
changed my specs,still nt used to it.vv blur.LOL.tml goin n get lots of ang baos!!haha.
nth much la.mon gettin my flute.so happi.tues goin out,wed goin out.LOL.vv busy la.haha.

dun b sad anymore.i will be behind u supporting u all the way.

2008-01-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

hihi.promised chin lengto blog,so here i am.
started at mornin,went doen to p-serve to hand in timesheet wif esmund.lol.hand in le,go nanyang wan make specs.but the person sae my eyes gt prob.then i go jurong polyclinic c.wasted 3 hrs and $4.50 to get a letter.wth!bcos of tt,im late for the supposed-to-be-lunch wif chin leng.argh!tml still hav to go jurong medical center to check.after tt,rushed to jp mit her,and dinner at swenses.lol.choco foudue wan nice.haha.then pei her take same bus hm.went hm,bath then rush to jurong east.passed pineapple tarts to my tution teacher.come hm,n on9 le lor.haha.

2008-01-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

hi pple.haha.quite satisfied wif my o lvl results.
eng,maths,chinese n sci all b3s, com humans n fnn c6s.
lol.nice rite?haha.i tink i 70% get into biomedical sci in rp ba.lol.

2008-01-21T00:47:00.001+08:00

hi pple.haha.juz finished huan huan ai.the ending was too sudden la.at 1st tot huo da will die,n they make it so real lor.juz at the last few secs,he suddenly pop out.lol.

my comments for huan huan ai:
at 1st,my fren asked me to watch.but i watch ep1,dun tink its nice.but i was wrong.haha.as i watch on,i fell in love wif it.haha.

among all the shows i watched,the 1st was 18 jin bu jin.then followed by wei xiao pasta.3rd is huan huan ai.haha.pple,a 4.5 thumbs for tiz!

2008-01-20T01:45:00.000+08:00

hi pple.haha.long time din update le.changed blogsong again.haha.fell in love wif tiz song!haha.simply so nice lor..

on a seperate note, i hav finally learnt how to let it go.there are juz some things that we hav to let go,even though it might b a tough one,but we will get the fruits of sucess in the long run

well.enough of sayin,finally im nt jobless anymore!haha.workin as a supermarket hlper.move drinks all tt la.quite tough.haha.tues goin for gathering of robinson of my batch.haha.gona hav seoul garden!lol.sure muz b fun.haha.