12:53 am Sunday, 5 October 2008
hi pple.im here to update.had sect in the mornin.more lyk self prac ba.did figure out some parts.then went hm.wanted to slp,bt din.then went for section outing @ makansutra.lol.eat eat,then go esplanade lib.song ern and wen xiang book the studio and played.rest of us went it.nice man.if i cn b lyk them = day-dreaming.hahas.then slacked at gelare.then went hm.SOMEONE saw me,bt din call me.im so sad cn..to tt person:aren't u guilty?!?!hahas.
ok.its realli scaring me out.wat if i brg everyone down?im not as gd as u all tink.im very weak.all my basics r wrong.n it will take a long time to change.bt wat i scared is nt enuff time to make changes b4 the concert.i dun mind losin face,bt wat i scared is brging the whole section and whole band down.its mr tan's last concert in s'pore,and i realli dun wan to screw up.pratice makes perfect,ya.so?even i do my best,sure gt some pple sae "ee.y so lousy?i prefer last time tt piccoloist"so,wats the use?
btw,thanks to lim hui xiu for listening to all my crap(i noe u r irriated by me,juz admit it) and others.realli felt slightly betta le,bt still afraid.